| sometimes its hard just being YOURSELF |
[Aug. 18th, 2009|02:16 pm] |
im trying so hard not to take this to heart, but i cant and tears just kept flowing.
i regretted going for that. i so miss the times when i only have my committee people. we talked about anything under the sky, we joked we laughed. i didnt know many people back then, but im happy, very very happy indeed; cos they know who i really am. now, not anymore.
words are hurtful, they dont realised it.
i dont play the game, so keep me out of it.
mouths that gossip are evil, know someone better before commenting will you (: cos its really painful.
anyway in case theres another misunderstanding, this isnt about the joke that they made regarding me and one gd friend of mine. so ya, dont anyhow think okay. im fine with that, dont think im angry la! im not, just for laugh whattt(:
this will be the last post im posting here, i think i need some privacy cos i totally didnt expect this kinda situation.
my dear beloved true friends, leave a comment to tell me you're reading. ill msg/msn you my new blog add and add you to my new blog alrights. cos i dont know when my new one will be done so ill get back to you. sorry for the sudden change!!! please understand ok. ill prolly close this tmr.
if not, thanks for reading people, ((:
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[Aug. 18th, 2009|12:00 pm] |
-- says: wah okok chill...... u cant do anything abt it u need to be careful and keep a lookout for urself and dun be over nice to ppl who dun deserve it else u'll just end up being hurt
i miss my friends. why does life seems more complicated as we grow older? we dont know who to trust, we dont know who we can depend on and the definition of FRIENDS---- its so superficial. i dont want to transform to this pathetic world, but stubbornly being me seems wrong too. so what can i do?
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[Aug. 17th, 2009|01:55 am] |
it was good((: was really fascinated by the science centre and the exhibition haha, its been eons since i last read those physics terms =S andand ive learnt my lesson, never rush till the last day. the queue was damn long just to enter, and sadly im one of em =(

 
SHOKUDO DINNER ((:
 
i love jurong east's fish ball noodles too cos of the extra FREE bah kut HAHA!
tired tired tired, im missing my sch's jia cai peng =(
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[Aug. 15th, 2009|11:25 pm] |
henry,"papa got increment. shhhh!" me,"hmmmmm you know ah, your daughter v poor recently ehhhhhhhh" henry,"okok la! go take from your mummy. SHHHHH!!!"
HAAAAA! omg, how cute can my dad be. love! i miss him so much =(
i would so rather he earns lesser here, at least i have him by my side. and ill promise ill shop less to get him back. PROMISE! |
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[Aug. 15th, 2009|11:15 pm] |
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Trying to squash a rumor is like trying to unring a bell. ~Shana Alexander |
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[Aug. 12th, 2009|09:59 am] |
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hello world! greeting from bangkok ((:
internet cafe here is really cheap, 10baht for 15mins which is like, less around 40cents?? so decided its cheaper to use internet rather than the expensive overseas call and msges.
anyway life has been great so far, clothes are dirt cheap but i didnt manage to get any shoes or bags cos they just arent my thing. hopefully ill find nice ones the last 2 days im here. but im having so much fun bargaining and its just the satisfaction that matters hoho. and im sleeping SO LITTLE. i slept at 4am last night, and woke up at 8 this morning. they say we're here to SHOP not to SLEEP. true la but im still tired =( OH! i finally witnessed the legendary traffic congestion in bkk, its insane. and its fun trying to FIGURE OUT who is the TRANSFORMERS here. im always guessing it wrong cos they totally look like one hot babe if they dont speak!
i miss my big bed at home. i miss my family i miss my dog.
its just very different going overseas with your friends and with your family. everything is so so well taken care of when i travel with my parents, i dont have to worry a single thing($$$, luggage). and thankfully my 3 dear friends here are really protective of me too so yup no worries! i just have to learn to be more independent at times (:
yup hopefully my loved ones are here to read this(:
yet, a part of me wishes this will never end |
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[Aug. 9th, 2009|11:57 pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ((:
pictures of preview

the two days of mugging with gb(: thanks for accompanying! you'll finish your harry potter book cos of mee!
 
my malay cousin's engagement. malay's wedding is really special, they've to prepare cakes and all to exchange and every single one of the desserts are super pretty! all the pictures on fb!
 
Dinner and movie date wit small boy (: stop saying im a heartbreaker, IM NOT! hahahaha meet up soon when im back!

camwhored with nana. heh love this girl so much. we took like, 77 pictures in less than 1 hour???? pardon the middle finger picture, she said sth stupid that i just hv to point that to her, out of desperation. HAA! im not like this really, REALLY.

 
Haagen Dazs Fondue with cs and mummy after mj ytd. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!! i cant get enough of ice cream, just makes me smile (:

 
im off to pack my luggage! im having mixed feelings now, dont know why.
i dont know if you would, but i wish you will (:
its so nice to fall in love.
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[Aug. 9th, 2009|01:28 am] |
有人说:如果你不爱一个人,请放手,好让别人有机会爱她。有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的。有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃。人生中有许多种爱,但别让爱变成一种伤害。当一个男人为一个女人哭了,那说明他真的爱了。当一个女人为一个男人哭了,那说明她真的放弃了。
find this quite meaningful(:
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[Aug. 7th, 2009|01:35 am] |
UP is gooood. a lil exaggerating but, oh wells ITS A SHOW ITS A SHOW.
i had a great time, and not just cos of the movie(: found ivan lim's twin and its always nice to have someone whom you can talk so comfortably with. thanks so much for the chocolate which you made me so addicted to(then chose to abandon me if train officer fined me, what a great friend) and the Daily Bread. ill read it b4 i sleep tonight,CROSS HEART!
he forced me to say good stuff about him, so here it is: name:daniel chua age:22 height:178cm weight: SECRET hobby: swimming(only can swim 10 laps), vball, badminton, and er the last one i forgot
eligible bachelor, 100% GUARANTEED! no refund tho! ((:
there are some ec whom you just see,WAH and they made your day. some, you totally lost yourself infront of him and you just wished you didnt do those stupid stuff you did minutes ago, and they ruined your day instead, nearly died of embarrassment. (eileen dear, only YOU understand)
but whatever it is, ......... stay far.
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[Aug. 6th, 2009|02:26 pm] |
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